 it rains love.
 Saturday, March 28, 2009
oh tuhan apa yang terjadi.
beberapa bulan yg lalu kayaknya udah ga ada cinta di dunia ini. temen-temen gw pada putus ato kesepian. trus tiba-tiba semuanya kebagian hujan jodoh. pertama iin jadian ama cowo bernama sama, trus cumi disamperin beberapa cowo sekaligus dan akhirnya jadian ama om-om (haha canda.. ga lah. seorang cowo yg dewasa dan mudah-mudahan bisa memenuhi kebutuhan teman gw yang tercinta ini). lalu puncaknya pas di bali. mendadak kayaknya semua orang punya gandengan gitu. kulihat kanan kiri dimana-mana orang mojok. ckckck. ada yang clbk lah, ada yang baru jadi lah, ada yg akhirnya jadi juga lah. woahwoah.
well, i'm happy for you, guys. it won't be highschool without some love stories going on. lol.
terus.. kyknya weekend ini gw ga bisa kemana-mana lagi, berhubung gw sakit lagi. katanya kemungkinan organ gw ada yg infeksi, dan gara-gara kemaren gw paksain masuk sekolah buat foto yearbook, sekarang gw lemes nih. udah turun sih demamnya, tapi kalo sampe besok temperatur gw belom normal juga, kudu cek darah. zzz. SO. gw berencana menghabiskan dua hari penuh buat nonton segala macem dvd bajakan, ngeblog, baca blog, dan maen harvest moon. yuuhuu! trus gw juga akan makan banyak banget tape. karena? karena tape mengandung alkohol dalam konsentrasi yang lumayan besar. (setelah fermentrasi 24 jam kadar alkohol tape mencapat 1,76% sedangkan setelah 60 jam 3.4%) HEHE.
oh hinanya. someone please get me one of this and i'll be as good as new. yum.
"In travelling, a companion. In life, compassion."
- a Japanese proverb. as used in such a lovely way in the book Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami.
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i must be emo.
I Must Be Emo
by: HollyWood Undead
Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward
I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red romance andsuffocate me dry concert
It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like, Stab My Heart because I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stabby, Rip, Stab, Stab
And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do. Somedays.
I’m an emo kid, non-confroming as can be you’d be non-conforming to if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs, cause I feel real deep when I’m dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dikes
Cause emo is one step below tranvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I’m dark, and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara and now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
It’s never any fun they say they already have a pussy
They don’t need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair nail polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss
You know? It’s so dark
And its suffocating me
Grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip
Tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans.
Which look great on me, by the way
When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap, imitation of goth
You could read me Catcher In The Rye and watch me jack-off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls I’d only be half right
I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
My parents don’t get me , you know?
They think I’m gay because they saw me kiss a guy ,well, a couple of guys
But I mean, it's the 2000's, can’t two, or four dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you’re the only one on that gets me, You’re my best friend, I feel like tacos.
wow. i love this song. nothing personal, you emos out there :D
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my own little world.
Monday, March 23, 2009
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so little time.
mendadak gw merasa sibuk. ato sok sibuk?kayaknya sekarang semua orang ngomongin seveenteenan. disini ngomongin dress. disana ngomongin acara. sekarang ngomongin budget. nanti ngomongin tanggal. kenapa? kayaknya orang-orang udah pada siap, sementara gw samasekali belom ngapa-ngapain. trus lama-lama rasanya gw jadi males ngerayain. mungkin emang lebih enak dateng aja ke acara seventeen orang, ya.. tinggal muncul, makan, ikut acara, seneng-seneng, foto-foto, terus nanti gosipin acaranya kalo uda selesai.trus yearbook. akhirnya panitia yearbook taun ini keren! tema besar yearbook kita 'fashion', dan akhirnya kelas 2 bisa dapet tema yang mayan seru. tiap taun gw paling seneng kalo soal foto-foto yearbook. ayo kelas xis2, kita ber-retro ria :Dlalu loren cup. taun depan loren cup bakal dirayain lagi, dan gw uda membulatkan tekad buat ikut panitia. horehoree! masih rada lama sih, tapi uda mulai kepikiran nih senengnya. rasanya lagi banyak banget yang pengen gw lakuin, apalagi sekarang kita mulai masuk ke akhir kelas 2 sma. bentar lagi kelas 3! abis itu pasti kesempatan buat ngelakuin macem-macem berkurang banyak. dan gw ngerasa pasti nanti gw nyesel kalo terus-terusan kayak gini; leha-leha, ga ngapa-ngapain, terlalu sante.sebaliknya, kayaknya gw makin lama malah makin males ngurusin soal sekolah. gw uda ga perduli nilai, makin sensi sama guru, makin gampang sensi sama orang, dan bener-bener uda males ngandalin otak. rasanya tuh kayak ga ada yg bener-bener penting dari pelajaran di sekolah.i care more about the color of my walls, seriously.
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according to josie
Thursday, March 19, 2009
dari kemaren gw lagi seneng dengerin lagunya Blink182, Josie. kayaknya cewe yg di lagu ini sempurna banget sebagai cewe.. dan gimana perbandingannya dengan gw?Yeah, my girlfriend takes me home when I'm too drunk to drive (gw ga bisa nyetir. titik.)And she doesn't get all jealous when I hang out with the guys (tergantung... ehmehm.)She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does (i'll laugh because they're so dumb!)She brings me mexican food from Sombrero's just because (not mexican. tapi gw sering bawa makanan kok :D)And my girlfriend likes U.L. and D.H.C. (hah??)And she's so smart and independent, I don't think she needs meQuite half as much as I know I need her (ahh.. wishful thinking.. hahaha. no, so no true)I wonder why there's not another guy that she'd prefer (HEHE)And when I feel like giving up Like my world is falling downI show up at 3am She's still up watching Vacation, and I (yaa.. kemungkinan gw emang blom tidur sih jam 3 pagi)See her pretty face It takes me away to a better place and(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fineYeah, my girlfriend takes collect calls from the road And it doesn't seem to matter that I'm lacking in the bulge She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does She brings me mexican food from Sombrero's just becauseAnd when I feel like giving up Like my world is falling downI show up at 3am She's still up watching Vacation, and I See her pretty face It takes me away to a better place and(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine
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i'm so hot.
Monday, March 16, 2009
maksudnya gw lagi demam. yeeeehh.. tapi kalo ada yg mikirnya beda ya gpp, ga salah juga kok. krikkrik.
let's make this another quickie, mumpung sekarang belom parah demamnya. pas siang2 palingan cman 38an, tapi kalo uda mulai malem langsung jadi 39-40an. huhh.. padahal pas sabtu kemaren belom terlalu parah, walopun di bdaynya lydia uda mulai anget-anget.
intermezzo: ternyata seventeennya lydia rame juga loh! seruu! :D
tambahan lagi telapak kaki kiri gw lagi sakit, jadi gw kemana-mana berpincang-pincang ria. bayangkan: seorang wanita dengan rambut kusut, hidung meler, muka merah, mata bengkak, pake jaket bokapnya yg kegedean, jalan pincang-pincang sambil batuk-batuk kyk orang ayan. kurang hina apa coba. nanti gw foto deh, buat kenangan.
gw belom ke dokter.. males banget. tapi katanya gw infeksi tenggorokan (lagi). kok kayaknya gw sering banget ya infeksi tenggorokan? jadi berasa bengkak gitu, kalo makan ato minum jadi sakit. mestinya sih minum antibiotik, tapi antibiotik bikin tulang keropos dan gigi kuning! gigi gw aja sekarang jadi gini soalnya pas kecil gw lebih sakit-sakitan lagi dan sering harus minum antibiotik.
omong-omong, kenapa ya kalo infeksi kita jadi demam?
: When we are sick, whether from an infection or from other causes, our thermostats turn the temperature up. This actually helps when you have an infection: a fever helps your body get rid of bacteria and viruses, many of which will grow well at normal body temperatures but not at the higher temperature of a fever. Thus it's not always a good idea to try and bring down a fever all the way. (www.drreddy.com/fever.html)
gw coba cari kenapa demam jadi lebih tinggi pas malem. di search enginenya gw tulis 'high fever night' coba tebak apa yg keluar di nomor 1?
'Friday Night Fever: High School Highlights'
bagus banget.
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in my own existence
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
selama liburan ini hidup gw terpaku pada dunia maya. layar tv dan layar komputer. sesekali halaman-halaman buku. gw udah bisa ngeliat lumut yg mulai tumbuh di kulit gw. oke lebay.perkenalkan, teman-teman baru gw yg setia: Facebook, Youtube, Blogger, HBO, VChannel, XXI, Harvest Moon Back to Nature, dan Wii. selain itu, gw juga memulai kembali hobi kaktus gw. hahaha.. kaktus tuh lucu loh, kecil2 bulet berduri gt. oke gw mulai aneh lagi. tenang nadia.
sayangnya gw ga bisa terlalu lama diem di depan layar, apalagi layar komputer. soalnya mata kanan gw rada aneh. kalo kelamaan, bisa tiba-tiba merah banget dan berselaput gt. freak gila.
tapi! ada beberapa manfaat yg gw dapet dari hidup kyk gini:
- gw jadi ga boros. soalnya gw sama sekali ga menjejakkan kaki di GI. hebat kan??
- sehat bugar. soalnya jadi hobi berlebay-lebay sendiri maen wii.
- blog gw makin banyak isinya. hurah hurahh walopun makin lama makin ga penting jg
- kehidupan fb gw makin subur. walopun kehidupan asli gw makin ga beres
- pet gw di petsoc makin uhuy (whatever that means) walopun kayaknya ga tajir-tajir
oiya, ada conversation gw di chat fb dengan orang ga dikenal. penuh makna banget d:
(dia)
mama km pa kturuna mesir ya
Nadia
bukan.
(dia)
ngak kyk kturunan uzbeskistan gt km
oke, kawan-kawan. gw bukan lagi orang indonesia, bukan orang korea, bukan orang jepang, bukan orang bule, bukan orang cina lagi. mulai sekarang gw orang uzbeskistan!! sumpah dijee.. seumur-umur garis keturunan gw sering dipertanyakan dan diragukan, tapi baru sekali ini ada yg ngira gw orang uzbeskistan. spesifik banget lg.. bilang kek afrika ato timur tengah. langsung ditunjuk negaranya: uzbeskistan.
gw ga habis pikir. ckckck.. omong-omong besok uda mulai sekolah lg ya? ah males. mulai lagi deh ulangan-ulangan, tugas-tugas (kyk di ips banyak ulangan ama tugas aja), guru-guru yg gw udah butek ngeliat tampangnya.
well, better get myself ready for the real world..
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killing time.
Monday, March 9, 2009
at long last! :Dgw berhasil ganti skin blog, sekaligus ngedit sendiri beberapa bagiannya. huraaahh!! check out the eggs on the ♥♥♥ section. itu gw potret sewaktu gw masih di ekskul fotografi. tadinya sih buat tugas ekskul, tapi akhirnya ga jadi gw pake. ini warnanya udah gw ubah2 di potosop, jadinya agak pecah. kalo dikecilin gini kan ga keliatan cacatnya, jadi gw pasang aja jadi icon biar dia bisa nampang. expect more random pieces to make their way up there :Domong2.. sekarang ini hidup gw lagi ga sehat banget. hahaha.. gw males makan, tapi kalo ngemil ga berhenti2. kalo siang2 gw pengen tiduuur mulu soalnya rasanya lemes banget. jadinya bangun jam 12, tidur sore, bangun jam 7an, trus ga bisa tidur lagi sampe subuh. and when i'm awake, i eat. rasanya mau ngapa-ngapain tuh males banget, padahal gw lagi bosen-bosennya.that's why i write here. masalahnya, post gw makin lama jadi makin ga berbobot. hahaha.. soalnya gw ngepost buat iseng aja. padahal ga ada yg bener-bener pengen gw bicarain. jadi cman kayak buat ajang ngeluarin uneg-uneg gitu.wishlist:- something with vanilla scent- big white roses or orchids- a reason to splurgehmmm..lately i'm in love with white.lately i've fallen in love with many things, and fallen out of love with many things as well.
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you won't know what i'm talking about.
"What makes two people happy? It's like fingerprints. Each one is different.""Whatever you love most. You fear you might lose." - Audrey HepburnI picture myself sitting on a desk, looking at the endless ocean outside my window, with seagulls like weightless paperplanes dotting the blue blue sky.I picture myself walking down a winding cobblestone steps, lined on both sides with trees covered in huge orange flowers, the sweet music from elusive birds filling the air.I picture myself running barefeet on a beach with the cold night tide lapping at my feet, laughing and putting seashells on my hair, while the countless starts twinkled in the sky.Someday, I will make those visions come true. All so romantic, all so poetic. I'm in love with everything romantic, poetic, unreal, and even eerie. Give me dreams of unicorns, atlantis, candlelights, and laces dipped in wine anyday.Anyway, you gotta agree with me that love letters, either handwritten (with a flower slipped inside the envelope, or just plain written on a torn notebook page) or typed, are one of the most romantic gestures someone could make. Sigh. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I'll fall head over heels for anything cheesy. But sincere, classy gestures are hard to resist!Especially when you're as bored as I am right now.Nadia is feeling particularly melancholic. Double sigh.
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comatose.
hari ini libuur! horeee~
tapi malang nian, gw ga kemana-mana. padahal sampe hari rabu ntar kita libur, tapi gw samasekali ga ada rencana, kecuali buat besok mau baksos. krikkrik. jadii.. kyknya beberapa minggu ini (mudah-mudahan) gw bakalan rajin ngepos blog, entah ada yg baca ato ga.
karena! hal-hal yang jadi daftar kegiatan gw untuk sementara ini adalah:
- buka fb. bales komen. liat foto. komen2. kepo.
- maen petsoc. addictive.
- duduk koma di depan tv.
- maen harvest moon back to nature. oh serunya.
- baca-baca buku.
- maen ama anjing gw.
- makan.
- tidur.
gw berubah jadi anak freak. yeaaahh..
omong2.. kemaren gw nonton marley&me sama nyokap. and guess what? gw nangis kenceng di bioskop. gw ga pernah (oke, amatsangatbanget jarang) nangis di bioskop. hikshiks.. padahal menurut gw rada sayang, soalnya filmnya ga gitu nangkep isi bukunya. gw pertama baca buku marley & me mungkin dua taun yg lalu. gw lupa.. pokoknya begitu keluar gw dikasih ama tante gw. dan gw baca tuh buku semaleman ampe selese dengan ditemani sekotak tisu, soalnya pas awal2 gw ketawa ampe nangis, trus pas akhirnya gw nangis ngejer-ngejer.
intinya, gw cinta tuh buku.
reaksi gw rada lebay kali ya.. tapi mungkin gara-gara gw juga punya anjing yg gw sayang. apalagi anjing gw yg udah meninggal, Beauty.
:D
omong-omong.. (ga nyambung sih) lagu Asthenia Blink182 lagi cocok buat keadaan sekarang nih
Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
I hope I won't forget you
expect more update later today
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hold on, hold on tight.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
heii.. let's make this a quickie.
gw uda pulang dari bali. senang, kebakar, bokek, babak belur, dan penuh kenangan. hahaha.. selama di bali gw ngerasa kayak segala pengalaman itu nggak nyata. aneh ya? rasanya gw lagi mimpi selama seminggu penuh.. terus pas pulang baru 'nyadar'. dan gw pengen balik lagi. hahaha..
omong2, pulang dari bali kayaknya banyak banget ya yg jadian? lagi banyak pasangan baru, pasangan clbk, sama pasangan yg hampi2 jadi. hahaha.. congrats, guys :D
gw juga mau kasih selamat buat iin, yg kemaren baru ngerayain sweet 17nya! walaupun awalnya rada2 kacau gara2 candle2 yg telat, tapi akhirnya sukses juga. hahaha.. sebagian besar yg dateng pake kostum heboh2 banget gilaa.. devin jadi jack sparrow, widya jadi cinderella (dua2nya best dress. iyalah. heboh gila) dll dll..
trus.. right now life is taking an unexpected but necessary turn for me.. but we'll get through this in one piece, unharmed. i hope. yang jelas, beberapa minggu ini gw bakal banyak berkonsentrasi sama urusan2 yg udah lama gw tunda2. pokoknya ngeberesin segala keperluan deh.
and holding on all the while
You can't be wise and in love at the same time - Bob Dylan
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it rains love.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
oh tuhan apa yang terjadi.
beberapa bulan yg lalu kayaknya udah ga ada cinta di dunia ini. temen-temen gw pada putus ato kesepian. trus tiba-tiba semuanya kebagian hujan jodoh. pertama iin jadian ama cowo bernama sama, trus cumi disamperin beberapa cowo sekaligus dan akhirnya jadian ama om-om (haha canda.. ga lah. seorang cowo yg dewasa dan mudah-mudahan bisa memenuhi kebutuhan teman gw yang tercinta ini). lalu puncaknya pas di bali. mendadak kayaknya semua orang punya gandengan gitu. kulihat kanan kiri dimana-mana orang mojok. ckckck. ada yang clbk lah, ada yang baru jadi lah, ada yg akhirnya jadi juga lah. woahwoah.
well, i'm happy for you, guys. it won't be highschool without some love stories going on. lol.
terus.. kyknya weekend ini gw ga bisa kemana-mana lagi, berhubung gw sakit lagi. katanya kemungkinan organ gw ada yg infeksi, dan gara-gara kemaren gw paksain masuk sekolah buat foto yearbook, sekarang gw lemes nih. udah turun sih demamnya, tapi kalo sampe besok temperatur gw belom normal juga, kudu cek darah. zzz. SO. gw berencana menghabiskan dua hari penuh buat nonton segala macem dvd bajakan, ngeblog, baca blog, dan maen harvest moon. yuuhuu! trus gw juga akan makan banyak banget tape. karena? karena tape mengandung alkohol dalam konsentrasi yang lumayan besar. (setelah fermentrasi 24 jam kadar alkohol tape mencapat 1,76% sedangkan setelah 60 jam 3.4%) HEHE.
oh hinanya.someone please get me one of this and i'll be as good as new. yum.
"In travelling, a companion. In life, compassion."
- a Japanese proverb. as used in such a lovely way in the book Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami.
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i must be emo.
I Must Be Emo
by: HollyWood Undead
Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward
I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red romance andsuffocate me dry concert
It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like, Stab My Heart because I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stabby, Rip, Stab, Stab
And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do. Somedays.
I’m an emo kid, non-confroming as can be you’d be non-conforming to if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs, cause I feel real deep when I’m dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dikes
Cause emo is one step below tranvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I’m dark, and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara and now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
It’s never any fun they say they already have a pussy
They don’t need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair nail polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss
You know? It’s so dark
And its suffocating me
Grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip
Tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans.
Which look great on me, by the way
When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap, imitation of goth
You could read me Catcher In The Rye and watch me jack-off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls I’d only be half right
I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
My parents don’t get me , you know?
They think I’m gay because they saw me kiss a guy ,well, a couple of guys
But I mean, it's the 2000's, can’t two, or four dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you’re the only one on that gets me, You’re my best friend, I feel like tacos.
wow. i love this song. nothing personal, you emos out there :D
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my own little world.
Monday, March 23, 2009
9:30 PM | back to top
so little time.
mendadak gw merasa sibuk. ato sok sibuk?kayaknya sekarang semua orang ngomongin seveenteenan. disini ngomongin dress. disana ngomongin acara. sekarang ngomongin budget. nanti ngomongin tanggal. kenapa? kayaknya orang-orang udah pada siap, sementara gw samasekali belom ngapa-ngapain. trus lama-lama rasanya gw jadi males ngerayain. mungkin emang lebih enak dateng aja ke acara seventeen orang, ya.. tinggal muncul, makan, ikut acara, seneng-seneng, foto-foto, terus nanti gosipin acaranya kalo uda selesai.trus yearbook. akhirnya panitia yearbook taun ini keren! tema besar yearbook kita 'fashion', dan akhirnya kelas 2 bisa dapet tema yang mayan seru. tiap taun gw paling seneng kalo soal foto-foto yearbook. ayo kelas xis2, kita ber-retro ria :Dlalu loren cup. taun depan loren cup bakal dirayain lagi, dan gw uda membulatkan tekad buat ikut panitia. horehoree! masih rada lama sih, tapi uda mulai kepikiran nih senengnya. rasanya lagi banyak banget yang pengen gw lakuin, apalagi sekarang kita mulai masuk ke akhir kelas 2 sma. bentar lagi kelas 3! abis itu pasti kesempatan buat ngelakuin macem-macem berkurang banyak. dan gw ngerasa pasti nanti gw nyesel kalo terus-terusan kayak gini; leha-leha, ga ngapa-ngapain, terlalu sante.sebaliknya, kayaknya gw makin lama malah makin males ngurusin soal sekolah. gw uda ga perduli nilai, makin sensi sama guru, makin gampang sensi sama orang, dan bener-bener uda males ngandalin otak. rasanya tuh kayak ga ada yg bener-bener penting dari pelajaran di sekolah.i care more about the color of my walls, seriously.
7:32 PM | back to top
according to josie
Thursday, March 19, 2009
dari kemaren gw lagi seneng dengerin lagunya Blink182, Josie. kayaknya cewe yg di lagu ini sempurna banget sebagai cewe.. dan gimana perbandingannya dengan gw?Yeah, my girlfriend takes me home when I'm too drunk to drive (gw ga bisa nyetir. titik.)And she doesn't get all jealous when I hang out with the guys (tergantung... ehmehm.)She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does (i'll laugh because they're so dumb!)She brings me mexican food from Sombrero's just because (not mexican. tapi gw sering bawa makanan kok :D)And my girlfriend likes U.L. and D.H.C. (hah??)And she's so smart and independent, I don't think she needs meQuite half as much as I know I need her (ahh.. wishful thinking.. hahaha. no, so no true)I wonder why there's not another guy that she'd prefer (HEHE)And when I feel like giving up Like my world is falling downI show up at 3am She's still up watching Vacation, and I (yaa.. kemungkinan gw emang blom tidur sih jam 3 pagi)See her pretty face It takes me away to a better place and(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fineYeah, my girlfriend takes collect calls from the road And it doesn't seem to matter that I'm lacking in the bulge She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does She brings me mexican food from Sombrero's just becauseAnd when I feel like giving up Like my world is falling downI show up at 3am She's still up watching Vacation, and I See her pretty face It takes me away to a better place and(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine (I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine
8:44 PM | back to top
i'm so hot.
Monday, March 16, 2009
maksudnya gw lagi demam. yeeeehh.. tapi kalo ada yg mikirnya beda ya gpp, ga salah juga kok. krikkrik.
let's make this another quickie, mumpung sekarang belom parah demamnya. pas siang2 palingan cman 38an, tapi kalo uda mulai malem langsung jadi 39-40an. huhh.. padahal pas sabtu kemaren belom terlalu parah, walopun di bdaynya lydia uda mulai anget-anget.
intermezzo: ternyata seventeennya lydia rame juga loh! seruu! :D
tambahan lagi telapak kaki kiri gw lagi sakit, jadi gw kemana-mana berpincang-pincang ria. bayangkan: seorang wanita dengan rambut kusut, hidung meler, muka merah, mata bengkak, pake jaket bokapnya yg kegedean, jalan pincang-pincang sambil batuk-batuk kyk orang ayan. kurang hina apa coba. nanti gw foto deh, buat kenangan.
gw belom ke dokter.. males banget. tapi katanya gw infeksi tenggorokan (lagi). kok kayaknya gw sering banget ya infeksi tenggorokan? jadi berasa bengkak gitu, kalo makan ato minum jadi sakit. mestinya sih minum antibiotik, tapi antibiotik bikin tulang keropos dan gigi kuning! gigi gw aja sekarang jadi gini soalnya pas kecil gw lebih sakit-sakitan lagi dan sering harus minum antibiotik.
omong-omong, kenapa ya kalo infeksi kita jadi demam?
: When we are sick, whether from an infection or from other causes, our thermostats turn the temperature up. This actually helps when you have an infection: a fever helps your body get rid of bacteria and viruses, many of which will grow well at normal body temperatures but not at the higher temperature of a fever. Thus it's not always a good idea to try and bring down a fever all the way. (www.drreddy.com/fever.html)
gw coba cari kenapa demam jadi lebih tinggi pas malem. di search enginenya gw tulis 'high fever night' coba tebak apa yg keluar di nomor 1?
'Friday Night Fever: High School Highlights'
bagus banget.
1:26 PM | back to top
in my own existence
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
selama liburan ini hidup gw terpaku pada dunia maya. layar tv dan layar komputer. sesekali halaman-halaman buku. gw udah bisa ngeliat lumut yg mulai tumbuh di kulit gw. oke lebay.perkenalkan, teman-teman baru gw yg setia: Facebook, Youtube, Blogger, HBO, VChannel, XXI, Harvest Moon Back to Nature, dan Wii. selain itu, gw juga memulai kembali hobi kaktus gw. hahaha.. kaktus tuh lucu loh, kecil2 bulet berduri gt. oke gw mulai aneh lagi. tenang nadia.
sayangnya gw ga bisa terlalu lama diem di depan layar, apalagi layar komputer. soalnya mata kanan gw rada aneh. kalo kelamaan, bisa tiba-tiba merah banget dan berselaput gt. freak gila.
tapi! ada beberapa manfaat yg gw dapet dari hidup kyk gini:
- gw jadi ga boros. soalnya gw sama sekali ga menjejakkan kaki di GI. hebat kan??
- sehat bugar. soalnya jadi hobi berlebay-lebay sendiri maen wii.
- blog gw makin banyak isinya. hurah hurahh walopun makin lama makin ga penting jg
- kehidupan fb gw makin subur. walopun kehidupan asli gw makin ga beres
- pet gw di petsoc makin uhuy (whatever that means) walopun kayaknya ga tajir-tajir
oiya, ada conversation gw di chat fb dengan orang ga dikenal. penuh makna banget d:
(dia)
mama km pa kturuna mesir ya
Nadia
bukan.
(dia)
ngak kyk kturunan uzbeskistan gt km
oke, kawan-kawan. gw bukan lagi orang indonesia, bukan orang korea, bukan orang jepang, bukan orang bule, bukan orang cina lagi. mulai sekarang gw orang uzbeskistan!! sumpah dijee.. seumur-umur garis keturunan gw sering dipertanyakan dan diragukan, tapi baru sekali ini ada yg ngira gw orang uzbeskistan. spesifik banget lg.. bilang kek afrika ato timur tengah. langsung ditunjuk negaranya: uzbeskistan.
gw ga habis pikir. ckckck.. omong-omong besok uda mulai sekolah lg ya? ah males. mulai lagi deh ulangan-ulangan, tugas-tugas (kyk di ips banyak ulangan ama tugas aja), guru-guru yg gw udah butek ngeliat tampangnya.
well, better get myself ready for the real world..
2:21 PM | back to top
killing time.
Monday, March 9, 2009
at long last! :Dgw berhasil ganti skin blog, sekaligus ngedit sendiri beberapa bagiannya. huraaahh!! check out the eggs on the ♥♥♥ section. itu gw potret sewaktu gw masih di ekskul fotografi. tadinya sih buat tugas ekskul, tapi akhirnya ga jadi gw pake. ini warnanya udah gw ubah2 di potosop, jadinya agak pecah. kalo dikecilin gini kan ga keliatan cacatnya, jadi gw pasang aja jadi icon biar dia bisa nampang. expect more random pieces to make their way up there :Domong2.. sekarang ini hidup gw lagi ga sehat banget. hahaha.. gw males makan, tapi kalo ngemil ga berhenti2. kalo siang2 gw pengen tiduuur mulu soalnya rasanya lemes banget. jadinya bangun jam 12, tidur sore, bangun jam 7an, trus ga bisa tidur lagi sampe subuh. and when i'm awake, i eat. rasanya mau ngapa-ngapain tuh males banget, padahal gw lagi bosen-bosennya.that's why i write here. masalahnya, post gw makin lama jadi makin ga berbobot. hahaha.. soalnya gw ngepost buat iseng aja. padahal ga ada yg bener-bener pengen gw bicarain. jadi cman kayak buat ajang ngeluarin uneg-uneg gitu.wishlist:- something with vanilla scent- big white roses or orchids- a reason to splurgehmmm..lately i'm in love with white.lately i've fallen in love with many things, and fallen out of love with many things as well.
11:49 PM | back to top
you won't know what i'm talking about.
"What makes two people happy? It's like fingerprints. Each one is different.""Whatever you love most. You fear you might lose." - Audrey HepburnI picture myself sitting on a desk, looking at the endless ocean outside my window, with seagulls like weightless paperplanes dotting the blue blue sky.I picture myself walking down a winding cobblestone steps, lined on both sides with trees covered in huge orange flowers, the sweet music from elusive birds filling the air.I picture myself running barefeet on a beach with the cold night tide lapping at my feet, laughing and putting seashells on my hair, while the countless starts twinkled in the sky.Someday, I will make those visions come true. All so romantic, all so poetic. I'm in love with everything romantic, poetic, unreal, and even eerie. Give me dreams of unicorns, atlantis, candlelights, and laces dipped in wine anyday.Anyway, you gotta agree with me that love letters, either handwritten (with a flower slipped inside the envelope, or just plain written on a torn notebook page) or typed, are one of the most romantic gestures someone could make. Sigh. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I'll fall head over heels for anything cheesy. But sincere, classy gestures are hard to resist!Especially when you're as bored as I am right now.Nadia is feeling particularly melancholic. Double sigh.
9:05 PM | back to top
comatose.
hari ini libuur! horeee~
tapi malang nian, gw ga kemana-mana. padahal sampe hari rabu ntar kita libur, tapi gw samasekali ga ada rencana, kecuali buat besok mau baksos. krikkrik. jadii.. kyknya beberapa minggu ini (mudah-mudahan) gw bakalan rajin ngepos blog, entah ada yg baca ato ga.
karena! hal-hal yang jadi daftar kegiatan gw untuk sementara ini adalah:
- buka fb. bales komen. liat foto. komen2. kepo.
- maen petsoc. addictive.
- duduk koma di depan tv.
- maen harvest moon back to nature. oh serunya.
- baca-baca buku.
- maen ama anjing gw.
- makan.
- tidur.
gw berubah jadi anak freak. yeaaahh..
omong2.. kemaren gw nonton marley&me sama nyokap. and guess what? gw nangis kenceng di bioskop. gw ga pernah (oke, amatsangatbanget jarang) nangis di bioskop. hikshiks.. padahal menurut gw rada sayang, soalnya filmnya ga gitu nangkep isi bukunya. gw pertama baca buku marley & me mungkin dua taun yg lalu. gw lupa.. pokoknya begitu keluar gw dikasih ama tante gw. dan gw baca tuh buku semaleman ampe selese dengan ditemani sekotak tisu, soalnya pas awal2 gw ketawa ampe nangis, trus pas akhirnya gw nangis ngejer-ngejer.
intinya, gw cinta tuh buku.
reaksi gw rada lebay kali ya.. tapi mungkin gara-gara gw juga punya anjing yg gw sayang. apalagi anjing gw yg udah meninggal, Beauty.
:D
omong-omong.. (ga nyambung sih) lagu Asthenia Blink182 lagi cocok buat keadaan sekarang nih
Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
I hope I won't forget you
expect more update later today
12:46 PM | back to top
hold on, hold on tight.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
heii.. let's make this a quickie.
gw uda pulang dari bali. senang, kebakar, bokek, babak belur, dan penuh kenangan. hahaha.. selama di bali gw ngerasa kayak segala pengalaman itu nggak nyata. aneh ya? rasanya gw lagi mimpi selama seminggu penuh.. terus pas pulang baru 'nyadar'. dan gw pengen balik lagi. hahaha..
omong2, pulang dari bali kayaknya banyak banget ya yg jadian? lagi banyak pasangan baru, pasangan clbk, sama pasangan yg hampi2 jadi. hahaha.. congrats, guys :D
gw juga mau kasih selamat buat iin, yg kemaren baru ngerayain sweet 17nya! walaupun awalnya rada2 kacau gara2 candle2 yg telat, tapi akhirnya sukses juga. hahaha.. sebagian besar yg dateng pake kostum heboh2 banget gilaa.. devin jadi jack sparrow, widya jadi cinderella (dua2nya best dress. iyalah. heboh gila) dll dll..
trus.. right now life is taking an unexpected but necessary turn for me.. but we'll get through this in one piece, unharmed. i hope. yang jelas, beberapa minggu ini gw bakal banyak berkonsentrasi sama urusan2 yg udah lama gw tunda2. pokoknya ngeberesin segala keperluan deh.
and holding on all the while
You can't be wise and in love at the same time - Bob Dylan
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