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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

supposed to be michael jackson's last ever concert.
and this will be my last post--on this blog, anyway.

this blog is discontinued,
and i'm starting a new blog here
6:50 PM | back to top

i've been away and i'll be away.
Saturday, June 13, 2009

semuanya uda selesai. bener-bener selesai. finished. rapor uda dibagiin, hari ini kelas 3 'dilepas' (bukan graduation, soalnya pengumuman kelulusan diundur), dan gw tinggal nunggu segala acara yg bakal dateng. and what have i been doing?
  • went out. a lot. beberapa hari yg lalu gw ke pancious, dan terakhir kali gw ke pancious itu tahun lalu waktu ngerayain bday bareng cumi dan ivy. jadi kangen banget.
  • maen the sims. no, no, no, bukan the sims 3. gw pengen banget maen the sims 3, tapi komputer ga mengijinkan. jadi gw maen the sims SATU. manusia goa banget sih gw.
  • maen the sims 3, tapi cman kalo lagi di rumah topher.
  • finished up a few things. a few boring things i won't mention here.
  • menghindari internet. i'm sick of the internet. apalagi facebook. it's holiday, and all i want to do is to just get away from everything.
  • i made up my mind. about what? about life. lol. what about life? wouldn't you like to know.
jadii.. gw ga bakal terlalu banyak pegang komputer (selain buat maen) selama liburan ini. but! here's a conversation:
nadia: (on facebook status) i've made up my mind!
om: about what? yale? oxford? princeton? cambridge?
nadia: nonono! none of that. about shoes, actually. lol, i'm so shallow.

om: that's okay. it's in our blood--we love fine things in life.
AMEN TO THAT.


and here's a picture

2:19 PM | back to top

happy birthday, dad.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009

i love you
papa ♥
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the fortune cookie says
Monday, June 8, 2009


who do you think that will be?
9:12 PM | back to top

balloons.



why haven't i noticed this before? there are a gazillion images out there about balloons. i make a gazillion images with balloons in them. what's so interesting about balloons anyway? sure, they're pretty. and sure, they're floaty. and of course, they're so cute with their stupid egg shape. oh wait, i think i just answered my own question.

pause.

anyway, after thinking about it for three seconds, i think i absolutely agree that there is something that's attractive about balloons. they remind us of our childhood memories, or the memories that we want to have. there is something about the sight of them tugging away from our grip, just waiting for the --oops-- and up, up, up they'll fly. and admit it, all human beings are drawn to anything that flies (well, anything that's pretty and flies. i'm not too sure i like mosquitoes and dusts).

few of my favorite images of balloons:
a balloon stuck on a branch. red balloons--any red balloon. a hand, letting go of balloons. a child running with balloons streaming out behind her. a balloon carrying a note. balloons high up on the sky. a balloon and a needle. balloons with candies inside them.
7:51 PM | back to top

but honey, i thought it was temporary.

well, i just realized that nothing is temporary. everything that happens to you, everything that you've done, they will stick with you forever. they define you, who you were, who you are, and who you will be. nobody can change who they are--an identity isn't something that you can just take off like a pair of jeans. however, you can change the way you live your life. and that is what's important.

okay, enough with the wiseass talk.
and sorry about yesterday's angry post. belakangan ini gw lagi rada moody. dan senewen.

the good news is: today i met the cutest boy ever! he smiled at me... i smiled at him... i tickled him and he laughed... he tickled me and i laughed... i hugged him and he smiled... we held hands... the only thing standing in our way is--well, he's only 6 or 7 years old. damn.

biasanya gw ga suka anak-anak, tapi nico NICO NICO (itu namanya) CAKEP BANGET. bulu mata panjang, tampang jail, oemge gw jadi pedofil. tidaakkkk. hikshiks.

ah cukup. cukuuuppp. gw laper, ngantuk, bete, kangen, bosan. gw mulai gila. huh.
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where are you, people?
Sunday, June 7, 2009

apa gara-gara uda mulai liburan orang-orang jadi pada males ngeblog?
rena
cumi
febi
uda lama ga ngupdate blog. ato mungkin gara-gara mereka banyak kerjaan selama liburan dan gw aja yg kodok ngga ada kerjaan selain ngutakngatik komputer dan maen the sims 1? hina.

ya ga juga sih, gw ga sehina itu. sebenernya sih kegatelan doang, sehari ngedeprok di rumah uda merasa seakan-akan gw hidup di goa. kemaren ke ulangtaunnya keynan, sepupu gw. nginses sama ko reyner, gara-gara gw ga kenal siapa-siapa (yg kenal jg ga ngomong sama gw. EHEM.) dan glenda krista kaga dateng. sial kalian. jadi deh gw makan daging seenak perut sambil ngejagain dagingnya reyner biar jangan jadi arang.

trus kemaren-kemarennya bolak-balik ke musro buat ngurusin party. akhirnya BERES. huraaahhh! trus bolak-balik ke pi gi juga. bodohnya hp sering gw tinggal di rumah kalo gw jalan, jadi sebenernya enak juga ga ada yang (bisa) nyariin. berasa damai.

gara-gara gw belakangan ini mikirin konsep party mulu, mendadak gw jadi fanatik sama hal-hal yang berbau queer-gothic, vintage-gothic, dan vintage-edgy. wow wow.


i don't know why my mom is so paranoid. "nadia, kamu ga naik kelas ya?" "nadia, kalo kamu ga naik gimana?" "nadia, nilai kamu gimana?" paranoid ato ga percayaan? dari mulai selesai ulangan blok yg dibicarain cman kemungkinan besar bahwa gw ga naik kelas dan batalnya liburan serta party gw. maunya apa sih. seakan-akan gw nih bodoh banget dan ga niat belajar banget.

anyway. i don't really like having meals in my own home. at least not together with the whole family. things are just too annoying.
cheers!
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